Someone else's toxic

Like strings of silken pearls,
The words roll out, the flag unfurls
They cannot be retrieved,
Nor minced or sieved
Like a ripple across the heart
To stomach the words, the hardest part

The sun catcher dusty and forgotten
Mint condition nothing broken
Except it's heart, cold and lifeless
Waiting for another cold blooded curse
Because it what it is, this neglected kiss
And when it's gone then you'll start to miss

My heart's ringing of a phantom pain
One the surface fine but nothing's the same
Because you eyes have turned cold
And every stare has a story to be told
But I don't want to ask anymore
There's no reason for tears to more

Not today, not ever